Greetings!

I cannot believe I've had my page for almost a year and still haven't written anything....life has been harder than it should and it's such a shame we waste time and precious energy on people who don't deserve them, isn't it?  It seems to me that no matter how hard I try I am failing to leave my past behind and completely move on and this is making me feel weak and I don't do weak very well.  What is wrong with me? I have a wonderful 3 year old girl and I am so thankful for being here and yet I feel so empty inside like I'll never be able to love someone again and it is a sad feeling. Can I just make it go away???